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Путь где я пожил(呪い)

HP Путь где я пожил から、転送してきました。



Self-introdu


Name - reika     





Me who am borne by the woman and did not have you be glad,


The family was also alienation.
    

They were these very sad days....
  

Bullying was suited to 9 years old 15 years old.

Me Was it good for it to be alive??

 Always Always
  
It only cries. It was?
  

On whom should it depend?

Former It does not understand at all...


Specially, he was not a strange family.


On the contrary,

it is although it was the common life which is not troubled by money,

either...



このHPの題名は 

    
Путь где я пожил (ロシア語で私の生きていた道)です 。


私の生きザマを英語で書いています

はじめは、HPの題名を(呪い)とつけました。



 呪い・・・・・・・は


ちょっと 怖すぎるので 訂正しました。

でも、心のどこかでは


今でも・・・・・・

呪っています・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・。

(2012年9月20日発)



Time The 1960s

I am born...

From there, The tragedy It started...

At all, it is my birth.

It did not give, if glad.

It is also with the second daughter,

From the first The boy's birth was good.

Therefore, I am if there is no birth lever.

It was good. ...

I am sad.

I am sad.

I am sad.

I am sad.

It is borne by the woman. ・・・・・・

There were those  no with whom who is pleased.

Me I am not and think that it was good.

Only this nail Me They are arms.

Time of 5 years old .....

Even if it remembers and remembers ...

Anything can be remembered....

Probably,

I think every day that it was crying.

He suffered abuse from the woman at the time of an elementary school.


The man made and left the woman....

I consisted sick which is called depression of there. ... Tear

It has a grudge.

It has a grudge.



[thout you]







歩き疲れた 夜にたたずむ

流れる涙を記憶に重ねて

出会いの数だけ 別れはあるけど

限りない時が続くと信じてた

傷つけ合った言葉さえ 今は抱きしめ

振り返るだけ I feel alone

How should I love you

How could I feel you

Without you

数え切れない思い出が時間を埋めつくす

同じ時代に生まれて出会った

それぞれの愛を 確かめるために

I still remember 答えのない明日に

夢を求めていた日々を

限りなく広がる空に もう一度

生まれた意味

今を生きる意味を

問い掛けて

生きてる事が 時には辛くて

素直になれない 自分を演じてた

貴方を愛して 貴方に傷ついて

愛と言う言葉の深さに気付いた

Do you remember 初めて出会った日の事

同じ夢を見た時を

限りなく広がる空にもう一度

生まれた意味

今を生きる意味を

問い掛けて

How should I love you

How could I feel you

Without you

終わりのない愛の詩を 今貴方に

Even though I can't see you anymore

Your memory will live in my heart

Forever

As well as love does



So I won't say..good bye









With the fifth grader in an elementary school to a certain woman
It became the same class.



At this time, it is by no means. I did not think suiting bullying, either.



If it becomes friendly and goes to the woman's house



There are Linda Yamamoto's clothes, etc.



It says in now. Kos was carried out.



makeup -- easy suisui it was.



If it thinks now She was the woman who was flying considerably.



The woman's house was carrying out the individual hotel.



There would be much money?





While going to play several times, the woman's true character was found.



Various things were stolen.



Theft It carries out.





When it said that it could not do, the body was torn and did not cease.





Turn-back has already been impossible here.



There was a time of not making it go also home.



It was not able to say to a teacher, either.



Of course, it was not able to say to parents, either.



It was carried out forcibly and steals...



From there If it says, "It cannot do any longer"



It came to threaten.



But he had gone to school seriously.



If it thinks now, a school will think that what was necessary

was just to have become truancy.



It seems that I did not have admiration in my parents.
.
.
It is hot.
.
.
But it is to like to die at that time.



I did not consider.



From it Although the junior high school was entered



I became a class different from a woman and felt easy.



It was not hard only on junior high school one year.



And it is a second grader, there is recombination and it becomes





whether whose fate was very bad and the same class.



Moreover, bullying started.



Although it cried every day, it cannot continue saying to parents too.



the sum total to junior high school 3 -- it was teased for four years.



Since the high school was another high school,



Bullying was a stop here.



I was glad....



Although sometimes met at the bus stop, it is unconcernedly.



It has passed.



The high school life was very pleasant.



It met me. Man He is the worst man altogether!!



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