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2013年2月17日（日）14:15 \| 病気との闘い \| 管理

花いちもんめの歌の由来は哀しい

	花いちもんめの歌の由来は哀しい遊郭があった江戸時代～明治時代は今とは比べ物にならないくらいの格差社会で、生活の為に子供を売り飛ばすということは良く行われていたとされています。貧乏な家の子供（または女の子）が口減らしの為に、人買いに一匁（もんめ）で買われ、人買い同士が「勝った（買った）」「負けた（マケた）」と囃し立てる悲しい歌としての一説もあります。ということで、「はないちもんめは人身売買の歌です」と言いたいところなんですが、この説はあまりにも短絡的です。大体、この歌はあくまで現在歌われている歌詞で、そこから意味を解釈したものです。人身売買があった時代に取引されるであろう子供達が歌い遊んでいたとは考えにくいです。　では、地方に伝わる歌詞はどのようになっているかなんですが、基本的に「勝って嬉しい」「負けて悔しい」、「あの子がほしい」「あの子じゃ分からん」「相談しよう」日本全国では　歌自体が統一されていない部分がたくさんあるようです。別の言葉に置き換えられるだけで意味はほぼ同じのようです。「はないちもんめ」歌詞の意味は　「勝って嬉しい花いちもんめ」「負けて悔しい花いちもんめ」はどういう意味なのでしょうか。まず、「はな」は花、「いちもんめ(一匁)」は重さの単位。さらに「勝って」を「買えて」に置き換え解釈すると「買えて嬉しい、花一匁の値段で」という意味になります。　勝って嬉しい　花いちもんめ　　(買う側) 買えて嬉しい、花いちもんの値段で負けて悔しい花いちもんめ　　(売る側) まけられて(値切られ)て悔しい、花いちもん以下の値段で　あの子が欲しい　あの子じゃ分からん　　(買う側)あの子がほしい　(売る側)あの子じゃわからん　相談しましょう　そうしましょう　　(買う側)(値段を)相談しましょう　(売る側)そうしましょう　花いちもんの値段で取引されていた人間。さすがに1人の人間が3.57ｇ花と同じ値段と取引されていたとは考えたくないですが、安い値段しか付かなかったというのがこの歌から感じられます。本当にとても哀しくも恐ろしくもありますね。　とても哀しい由来ですが、花いちもんめは子買いの唄だそうです。　貧しい親が、人買いに「たんす、ながもち、どの子が欲しい？」と聞きます。人買いは子供たちの中から「あの子が欲しい」と選ぶわけです。　いちもんめ、というのは、お金のことだと思います。子供たちは楽しい遊びとして花いちもんめを歌っていますが、貧しかったころの日本の哀しい物語が隠されているのです。もっと、もっと、悲しい昔の　「わらべうた」がたくさん　あります。

2013年2月17日（日）14:12 \| 病気との闘い \| 管理

Путь где я пожил(呪い）

	HP Путь где я пожил から、転送してきました。 Self-introdu Name - reika 　　　　 Me who am borne by the woman and did not have you be glad, The family was also alienation. 　　　　 They were these very sad days.... 　　 Bullying was suited to 9 years old 15 years old. Me Was it good for it to be alive?? 　Always Always 　　 It only cries. It was? 　　 On whom should it depend? Former It does not understand at all... Specially, he was not a strange family. On the contrary, it is although it was the common life which is not troubled by money, either... このHPの題名は　　　　　 Путь где я пожил (ロシア語で私の生きていた道）です。私の生きザマを英語で書いていますはじめは、ＨＰの題名を（呪い）とつけました。　呪い・・・・・・・はちょっと　怖すぎるので　訂正しました。でも、心のどこかでは今でも・・・・・・呪っています・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・。（2012年9月20日発）
	Time The 1960s I am born... From there, The tragedy It started... At all, it is my birth. It did not give, if glad. It is also with the second daughter, From the first The boy's birth was good. Therefore, I am if there is no birth lever. It was good. ... I am sad. I am sad. I am sad. I am sad. It is borne by the woman. ・・・・・・ There were those 　no with whom who is pleased. Me I am not and think that it was good. Only this nail Me They are arms. Time of 5 years old ..... Even if it remembers and remembers ... Anything can be remembered.... Probably, I think every day that it was crying. He suffered abuse from the woman at the time of an elementary school. The man made and left the woman.... I consisted sick which is called depression of there. ... Tear It has a grudge. It has a grudge.
	[thout you] 歩き疲れた　夜にたたずむ流れる涙を記憶に重ねて出会いの数だけ　別れはあるけど限りない時が続くと信じてた傷つけ合った言葉さえ　今は抱きしめ振り返るだけ I feel alone How should I love you How could I feel you Without you 数え切れない思い出が時間を埋めつくす同じ時代に生まれて出会ったそれぞれの愛を　確かめるために I still remember　答えのない明日に夢を求めていた日々を限りなく広がる空に　もう一度生まれた意味今を生きる意味を問い掛けて生きてる事が　時には辛くて素直になれない　自分を演じてた貴方を愛して　貴方に傷ついて愛と言う言葉の深さに気付いた Do you remember　初めて出会った日の事同じ夢を見た時を限りなく広がる空にもう一度生まれた意味今を生きる意味を問い掛けて How should I love you How could I feel you Without you 終わりのない愛の詩を　今貴方に Even though I can't see you anymore Your memory will live in my heart Forever As well as love does So I won't say..good bye
	★ With the fifth grader in an elementary school to a certain woman It became the same class. At this time, it is by no means. I did not think suiting bullying, either. If it becomes friendly and goes to the woman's house There are Linda Yamamoto's clothes, etc. It says in now. Kos was carried out. makeup -- easy suisui it was. If it thinks now She was the woman who was flying considerably. The woman's house was carrying out the individual hotel. There would be much money? While going to play several times, the woman's true character was found. Various things were stolen. Theft It carries out. When it said that it could not do, the body was torn and did not cease. Turn-back has already been impossible here. There was a time of not making it go also home. It was not able to say to a teacher, either. Of course, it was not able to say to parents, either. It was carried out forcibly and steals... From there If it says, "It cannot do any longer" It came to threaten. But he had gone to school seriously. If it thinks now, a school will think that what was necessary was just to have become truancy. It seems that I did not have admiration in my parents. . . It is hot. . . But it is to like to die at that time. I did not consider. From it Although the junior high school was entered I became a class different from a woman and felt easy. It was not hard only on junior high school one year. And it is a second grader, there is recombination and it becomes whether whose fate was very bad and the same class. Moreover, bullying started. Although it cried every day, it cannot continue saying to parents too. the sum total to junior high school 3 -- it was teased for four years. Since the high school was another high school, Bullying was a stop here. I was glad.... Although sometimes met at the bus stop, it is unconcernedly. It has passed. The high school life was very pleasant. It met me. Man He is the worst man altogether!!

2013年2月17日（日）13:10 \| 病気との闘い \| 管理

Путь где я пожил(呪い）悲しみが辛いよ

	Sadness is painful. It is a long time. but Did it change? awfully -- dexterous talking the boy of that day already It is not found. A body called an adult was seen. Sadness is painful. That fellow becomes far. by chance - uncertain It looks away. The sigh was given. It does not dream. Bodies Insanity news Person who produces and who loved at least Sadness is painful. Those who love I want you to be by myself frantically. Sadness is painful. It is if it is recollections at any rate without buying up loneliness. As innocent that fellow says. OH Sadness is painful. That fellow becomes far. by chance uncertain It looks away. The sigh was given. Sadness is painful. It is if it is recollections at any rate without buying up loneliness. As innocent that fellow says.

2013年2月17日（日）12:11 \| 病気との闘い \| 管理

Путь где я пожил(呪い）

	It does not see as a daughter. With a family It was abused for five years by the woman. It is that it is various and . When you are tired He had become 16 years old. The family was not glad, either, even if I passed the high school. At the time of an elder sister's success, are very worried. Were glad.... the time already He is tired. It ran away from home immediately! It runs away from home, It cohabited with the eldest son's father. Since it was married and the point was a gay trade His teens are used and it is a gay trade. Dirtiness Grown-up dirtiness ... It got to know.

	Un incantesimo Tailor - mothy_wrong ノP feat. of the Maruo hill Rice boiled with red beans 　 Riso vaporizzato con fagioli rossi cantò ................

2013年2月17日（日）12:02 \| 病気との闘い \| 管理

It was abused...

	I am today. It has not fallen!! Also although it is called parents.・・・・ It is no longer believed. Although the daughter thought that she would go to the communication school of a high school Since there is no money, it will not go. Already It was decided that it would live and go, without making parents trouble. parents are also years .. Something is uncanny and it is the worst today. Although it is the evening, I will already sleep. He forgets everything.... （2012年9月28日）　It was abused... It was abused... It was hot.... It was painful... It was crying.・・・・・・ It was always crying.・・・・・・・ Since it has already lived for 50 years, it is good anyhow!! Until a daughter becomes an adult at least Although he would like to be alive .... Friends are sick one after another. It is a surprise as there are suicidal wishes with mental illness, and he is a friend. Leukemia is also a surprise and surprise also says that no less than 20 kg of friends became thin.

2013年2月17日（日）11:18 \| 病気との闘い \| 管理

辛いこと

	姪っ子が臨月で、　昨日病院に入院したのだけど、　今日、お腹の中の、赤ちゃんの心音が無くなっていて。。。。死亡確認された。　皆で大泣きしています、　凄いショクックで・・・・・ 12年９月２３日 It got tired. It stands still at night. Put the flowing tear on memory. Only the number of encounter Although there is separation It was believed that the infinite time continued. Even language damaged mutually A tight hug is given now. It is I feel alone as it turns round. How should I love you How could I feel you Without you It counts and the recollections which do not go out fill time. It was born to the same time and met. Each love In order to confirm I still remember tomorrow without an answer Days which were searching for the dream To the empty which spreads infinite Once again The produced meaning The meaning which is useful in now Ask. That it is alive Sometimes, it is hot. It cannot become gentle. He was played. You are loved. Get damaged to you. He noticed the depth of the language called love. Do you remember The first day to meet When the same dream is seen the empty which spreads infinite -- once again The produced meaning The meaning which is useful in now Ask. How should I love you How could I feel you Without you Poetry of Ai without the end He is you now. Even though I can't see you anymore Your memory will live in my heart Forever As well as love does So I won't say..good bye

2013年2月17日（日）11:06 \| 病気との闘い \| 管理

中島みゆき「孤独の肖像」歌詞

	中島みゆき「孤独の肖像」歌詞　　　みんなひとりぽっち海の底にいるみたい　　　だからだれかどうぞ上手な嘘をついて　　　いつも僕が側にいると夢のように囁いて　　　それで私たぶん少しだけ眠れる　　　Lonely face 悲しみはあなたを失くしたことではなく　　　Lonely face もう二度とだれも信じられなくなることよ　　　どうせみんなひとりぽっち海の底にいるみたい　　　だからだれかどうぞ上手な嘘をついて　　　いつも僕が側にいると夢のように囁いて　　　それで私たぶん少しだけ眠れる　　　Lonely face 愛なんて何処にも無いと思えば気楽　　　Lonely face はじめから無いものはつかまえられないわ　　　どうせみんなひとりぽっち海の底にいるみたい　　　だからだれかどうぞ上手な嘘をついて　　　いつも僕が側にいると夢のように囁いて　　　それで私たぶん少しだけ眠れる　　　どうせみんなひとりぽっち海の底にいるみたい　　　だからだれかどうぞ上手な嘘をついて　　　いつも僕が側にいると夢のように囁いて　　　それで私たぶん少しだけ隠して心の中うずめて心の中　　　もう二度と悲しむのはこりごりよ暗闇の中へ　　　隠して心の中うずめて心の中　　　もう二度と悲しむのはこりごりよ暗闇の中へ　　　消えないわ心の中消せないわ心の中　　　手さぐりで歩きだしてもう一度愛をはじめから　　　消えないわ心の中消せないわ心の中　　　手さぐりで歩きだしてもう一度愛をはじめから　　　消えないわ心の中消せないわ心の中　　　手さぐりで歩きだしてもう一度愛をはじめから　　　消えないわ心の中消せないわ心の中　　　手さぐりで歩きだしてもう一度愛をはじめから

2013年2月17日（日）09:25 \| 病気との闘い \| 管理

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2013年2月17日（日）08:27 \| トラックバック(0) \| 病気との闘い \| 管理

うらみます　呪い

	中島みゆき「うらみ・ます」歌詞　　うらみますうらみます　　あたしやさしくなんかないもの　　うらみますいいやつだと　　思われなくていいもの　　泣いてるのはあたし一人あんたになんか泣かせない　　ふられたての女くらいだましやすいものはないんだってね　　あんた誰と賭けていたのあたしの心はいくらだったの　　うらみますうらみます　　あんたのこと死ぬまで　　雨が降る雨が降る　　笑う声のかなたから　　雨が降る雨が降る　　あんたの顔がみえない　　ドアに爪で書いてゆくわやさしくされて唯うれしかったと　　あんた誰と賭けていたのあたしの心はいくらだったの　　うらみますうらみます　　あんたのこと死ぬまで　　ふられたての女くらいおとしやすいものはないんだってね　　ドアに爪で書いてゆくわやさしくされて唯うれしかったと　　うらみますうらみます　　あんたのこと死ぬまで　　うらみますうらみます　　あんたのこと死ぬまで It is my present feeling. Equal Equal It warns. By any means, he does not forget. He is the man who trampled down my feeling!! Forever Forever It curses. コンコン　　コンコン釘を刺すいつまでも　いつまでも呪います

2013年2月17日（日）08:21 \| 病気との闘い \| 管理

★

	and Nothing happens. It was a common life. however Call it the second daughter. There was uneasiness in a position. Since the top was an elder sister, clothes had many falling clothes. A mother is handmade. Matching skirt I had you always making. There is no old photograph not much. He always wears matching clothes. It was reflected. It becomes a schoolchild. It is at this time to suit bullying. Imagination was not attached, either. 　Especially Even school It is not conspicuous, It acted as an adult, and it was and was character. Especially results are also. it is not necessarily good It is good in order to carry out eye . Possibly it was a target. I am parents. Since it was having two incomes He was a my child. From the time when parents' love is small Was it given?? Also this He does not remember. I think that the elder sister was important what to also be carried out. Since it was ancient times, it was a time also without a car. Also where It takes. There is also no got memory. I asked him to also teach study. There is also no memory. It and is not poor, either, Rather In money, I think that it was a direction which is not troubled.

2013年2月17日（日）07:13 \| 病気との闘い \| 管理

It got tired. It stands still at nigh

	It got tired. It stands still at night. Put the flowing tear on memory. Only the number of encounter Although there is separation It was believed that the infinite time continued. Even language damaged mutually A tight hug is given now. It is I feel alone as it turns round. How should I love you How could I feel you Without you It counts and the recollections which do not go out fill time. It was born to the same time and met. Each love In order to confirm I still remember tomorrow without an answer Days which were searching for the dream To the empty which spreads infinite Once again The produced meaning The meaning which is useful in now Ask. That it is alive Sometimes, it is hot. It cannot become gentle. He was played. You are loved. Get damaged to you. He noticed the depth of the language called love. Do you remember The first day to meet When the same dream is seen the empty which spreads infinite -- once again The produced meaning The meaning which is useful in now Ask. How should I love you How could I feel you Without you Poetry of love without the end He is you now. Even though I can't see you anymore Your memory will live in my heart Forever As well as love does So I won't say..good bye

2013年2月17日（日）06:12 \| 病気との闘い \| 管理

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